Sorry....

I am sorry that I have not made you happy like I am suppose to. I assure you it was not for lack of trying. I love you with all my heart and soul. You were the first person in my life to show me how it felt to be truly loved, and I must admit it feels great. I know things need to change I guess I have gotten so used to the way things are I don't know how or are afraid to change. I know the thought of never holding you, loving you,kissing you, making love to you again scares me. I thank we could both stand to change a few things. I think the question now is are we both willing to try, or do we keep this up of never talking? I know what I want now I guess I know what you want, even if it wasn't what I wanted to hear. I love you and will miss you more than you will ever know.I am sorry.....................................